Thursday, January 5, 2012

On Being a Total Worry-Wart...

I was so proud of myself last night because I finished my reading at 11:15, then drafted out my schedule for the week and was in bed by midnight.

AND THEN...I could NOT go to sleep to save my life.(By the way, this must be the week of the "AND THEN.."

It was one of those nights where my anxiety just gets the best of me.

I worried about anything and everything.

I worried about noises I heard while I tried to sleep.
I worried about making sure I understood the cases I had to know for today's class.
I worried about paying bills.
I worried about my dad. (Ever since my Grannie died, I've been suddenly consumed with when he will pass away.)
I worried about the end of the world.
I worried about the locks on the doors being locked.
I worried about making the right impression.

I just worried.

I also worried if God would be disappointed in me for doubting Him about all of the above things.

The next thing I knew it was 1:30AM.

I have no idea when I passed out from the exhaustion of worrying about it all. 

I woke up in a foul mood too.

It was a long day to say the least.

I just wanted to write this down and put it somewhere to help it get it out of my system.

Happy Thursday.


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5 comments:

A Nerd and A Free Spirit said...

You and me both. Last night I worried and worried. Racing heart and all. I worried about random situations - my dad and a terrible situation there.... some friendship stuff, school.... blah. I am EXHAUSTED.

~K

The Pink Growl said...

I've had trouble sleeping this week too. I've been up until 1:30 or 2 every night. Who knows why we worry about these things at random times. Hope your Friday is better and your weekend is awesome!

Gina said...

That's the one good thing about being as sleep deprived as I am. No worrying all night long because if I get the chance to sleep, I'm taking it. I've SO been there.

Brittany said...

I totally did this on Monday. I'm a major worrier and I just need to stop. I was so relaxed over break then as soon as school started it was over. I just continue to pray and know that I can get through it!

Lil' Woman said...

I try not to think about it but I've spent many night awake worrying about the end of the world and all the 2012 hoopla.

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