Tuesday, May 12, 2009

it might be a Quarter Life Crisis...

When I was in college, I could totally go without having a lot of sleep on a regular basis. That doesn't happen so much anymore. I don't know if it is because I am married or if I have a regular job that requires I get up with the sun. It is probably both. Nonetheless, I have to make sure I get caught up on my sleep within a couple of days. If I don't I usually wind up with a tension headache. I also get them when I am under some tension..haha hence the name. I got one of the worst ones I have had in a long time today.

Since Friday, I have not received anything in the mail. And every day since then my family asks the all too immenient question of the day, "Did you get anything in the mail?"

I lay awake at night thinking about the mail person that brings our mail. Do they know how important their job is? They change lives. Some day in the near or distant future they will change mine again.

I will be accepted to Tulsa Law...or I won't.

And while it is so simple what can happen, it isn't.

Ugh. I am so sick of talking about this. But seriously it is all I can think about...and I am starting to get a little bored with it. I just want the situation to be over.

Oh and I have decided I am going to be a little more open on my blog. I still won't be talking about work because it is my personal preference. But I will be a little more candid about things that happen to me. I want you to get all of me.

Hopefully you don't count me among the people that remind you of Ramona Singer. If you do that is horrible.

I'd wanna be a Jill Zarin or a LuAnn DeLesseps. Hands down.

Geez...I sure will be glad when I know something. I feel like I am standing still and everyone else is moving forward with their lives.

I don't know what I am going to do with myself because it is all contingent upon a letter. And in the same breath I get very frustrated for not enjoying the now. Brandon and I are at the beginning of our marriage and we are going through things that we'll never experience again and I don't want to miss out on it either.

Lord, I sure hope you answer this prayer for me one way or the other...AND SOON!

1 comment:

Brittany Ann said...

Praying you hear back soon!

(And I get the same tension headaches from lack of sleep. I always get freaked out with each one that it's a sign I'm aging, too!)

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