Monday, July 7, 2008

If I could be anywhere in the world right now...

Today is one of those days where I just could hop on the earliest plane to nowhere and not come back until I'm ready. I'm serious.

I am ready to grab my keys, walk out the door and just drive.

I'm talking about the kind of day where you don't pack anything, but what you have on you. The first stop I'd make is to the spa. I wish I could sit in a sauna room and have a good cry. Sometimes, you just need one, ya know. After that, I'd have a killer seaweed massage. I would get my nails done, hair and make-up too, and then I'd go just walk around in sweats. I'd do exactly what I want. I'm tired of answering to people. I want to be answered to and vacation is the only place I think I can achieve that. I just don't want to be here where I am at this exact moment in my life. Consider this my formal notice that I am tired of this so-called humbling period in my life.

I am going through a lot right now and quite frankly, I'm tired of over-apologizing for it all. It's not my fault, in most cases it never was. IF you can't accept my apology for whatever it is, that I supposedly did, than you are not worth my time. I have spent too many sleepless nights over the things I could have done differently. I'm tired of looking back all the time because people don't have the decency to let things go.

I want to be let off the hook.

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Hi y'all! The name's Samantha. You can call me Sam if you like. I am a lover to a boy I met at Falls Creek in the summer of 2005, that is a student of Jesus, a Sooner born and Sooner bred and when I die I'll be Sooner dead, Democrat by party, blonde to the core, and oldies but goodies kind of girl.
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